The Light Display

From Kathy
When our kids were little we would bundle them up in their Pj's and blankets and go for a ride to see the Christmas lights.  We would travel street after street to find the biggest display of brightness.  It was fun and exciting.  There were giggles and there was wide-eyed wonder...until one child crossed into the other's space and the arguing began!  Oh the joys of children!  But oh, how the lights did captivate us.
Conversely, years later my sisters and I would do the very same thing with our elderly mother.  We would bundle her up and travel to the BEST Christmas light display in town.  We would ooh and aah and actually we would sing old Christmas songs with Mama.  This is a favorite memory of mine.  My mama loved to sing and even as her mind might stray in her older years she could always sing and remember the words.  She loved the lights and those trips with her girls. A year ago, December 24, a light went out in my world when my Mama died and it became dark...

This month of pre-Christmas, we've been looking at Nicodemus and his journey to find truth and ask his questions.  He came at night, in the dark, seeking.  It seems he was not actually sure what he was seeking but yet he came and he came asking.  Can we leap to the conclusion that he came to talk with Jesus after he tried life in his own way? He was successful, he was highly educated, he was a respected leader but he was still seeking.  It was as though what he had acquired on his own was not enough.  And so it is with us.  You must be reborn, Jesus told Nicodemus.  But how can this be, he asked.  How indeed?  Accept the ReBorn One.

And lastly, Jesus gives us the final key, the final hope...

16 For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. 

17 For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him. 18 Whoever believes in him is not condemned, but whoever does not believe stands condemned already because they have not believed in the name of God’s one and only Son. 19 This is the verdict: 

Light has come into the world... John 3:16-19a

It's the light.  The Light has come and the Light comes with no condemnation but to save.  To save Nicodemus.  To save me and you.  I don't know what you wrestle with or what old messages play in your head but I know that this Jesus Nicodemus met offered no condemnation but offered only love.  And I know that is what He offers us today.  Those old, dark messages are transformed by the one, true Light.  How can this be, you again ask?  Because we follow the One who leads and loves.

1After Jesus was born in Bethlehem in Judea, during the time of King Herod, Magi from the east came to Jerusalem 2 and asked, “Where is the one who has been born king of the Jews? We saw his star when it rose and have come to worship him.”

9 ... they went on their way, and the star they had seen when it rose went ahead of them until it stopped over the place where the child was. 10 When they saw the star, they were overjoyed. 11 On coming to the house, they saw the child with his mother Mary, and they bowed down and worshiped him. Then they opened their treasures and presented him with gifts of gold, frankincense and myrrh.

The Magi too realized that light had come into the world.  They saw the light and began to ask their questions while they too were in the dark.  They traveled a long, difficult distance to seek this light.  Who knows the hardships of their journey or the questions and discussions they must have entertained while they traveled but yet...they kept coming.  They kept traveling forward toward the pure, all-knowing, all-loving, non-condemning light.

God never promised us a care-free easy journey.  He's never said life would be easy.  Let's face it: life is hard, holidays are billed as 'Hallmark' moments but few live up to the hype and hope of that illusion. For our families are filled with Nicodemus', me, you - lost, searching, broken people, living in the dark when the Light has arrived.  I've learned that we cannot truly understand light until we have experienced great darkness.

We started this study coming to Jesus at night in the dark and we end with following the Light to Jesus.

A year has passed since our Mama died.  I guess some would say we lost her and that's partially true.  BUT we lost her to the Light.  As I think back to the day of her death I realize that even as we said goodbye to her the Light began to shine in the crack of my heart.  And today, I will keep traveling toward this great Light. O Holy Light, captivate my heart this Christmas.

Active Anticipation

“Flesh gives birth to flesh, but the Spirit gives birth to sprit.  You should not be surprised at my saying, ‘You must be born again.’  The wind blows wherever it pleases.  You hear its sound, but you cannot tell where it comes from or where it is going.  So it is with everyone born of the Spirit.”  (John 3:6-8)

From Scott:

“I’m just not in the Christmas spirit this year,” my friend said.  “The music, the decorations, the greeting cards…none of it is working this year.”

I had to confess, I haven’t felt much of the “Christmas spirit” myself.  With so much unrest in the world and even here in our own American cities, it is easy to be pessimistic, cynical, or downright depressed.  What is that “spirit of Christmas” we look for each year?  And how do we “get it,” especially in a world bent on suppressing it?

Nicodemus went looking for answers that night long ago, and Jesus gave them to him—just not quite like he expected.  As Jesus further explains the notion of being “born again” to a skeptical Nicodemus, this is not a physical rebirth, but a renewal of the spirit.  “Flesh gives birth to flesh,” Jesus says, “but the Spirit gives birth to spirit.” The capitalization in that quote is not insignificant.

While taking care of our physical bodies may boost our outlook, such attention to the physical realm alone will not bring spiritual rebirth.  All of the entrapments of the physical world—the accumulation of financial wealth, fashion, homes, cars, job titles, or the like—will be insufficient to fill the “God-shaped hole” in each of our spirits.  “Spirit gives birth to spirit,” Jesus says, and it is there we should begin.

Just yesterday, a scant few days away from Christmas, I began my gift wrapping (can you say, “procrastination?”).  This is something I actually enjoy doing each year, and I probably take more care in doing it than I need to.  Many of these gifts will be opened by small children who care much less about what’s on the outside of the package than what’s on the inside.  Yet, as I wrap those gifts each year, I think about each of those people who will open them.   I visualize them, and consider what they mean to me in my life.  And yesterday, as happens every year with gift wrapping, I “get” the Christmas spirit.  In that action, and in remembering them, my spirit is renewed.

Nicodemus took the initiative to seek out Jesus that ancient night.  He didn’t wait around waiting for Christ to come to him.  And it seems that the “Christmas spirit”—what we know as true joy to the world—comes not from our waiting around, but in taking the initiative to do something about our spiritual renewal.  It is about opening the space for Spirit to enter, not expecting to have Spirit simply wash over us at the sound of a Christmas carol or the view of holiday lights…or even our passive “participation” in the pew on Sunday morning.

It is not too late.  We wait expectantly during Advent for Christ to come, for the blessed birth—and rebirth!  In these final days of Advent, let our waiting be expectant, but also active.  Let that action open the space for Him to enter, for in doing so, we may be blessed by the unexpected arrival of that Christmas spirit of peace and joy.  “The wind blows wherever it pleases.  You hear its sound, but you cannot tell where it comes from or where it is going.  So it is with everyone born of the Spirit.” 

How Can This Be?

From Kathy
Last week I did some Christmas shopping.  The store was fully decorated and Christmas music played.  The store was not too crowded but certainly full enough!  I passed people and noticed their carts were full like mine.  As I went to checkout I had a bit of a wait.  Surprisingly, I was waiting patiently and then begin to notice the decor and commercial, retail world of Christmas.  At checkout my clerk had to leave for a few minutes and I had the opportunity to grow impatient when I noticed a very ornate, broken set of two-foot tall figurines...Mary and Joseph stood with a slight tilt.  They were gold and red and shining.  As I stood there with Sarah, my daughter, I asked aloud, "Do you think this is what He had in mind?".  How can this be?

When Nicodemus was having his conversation with Jesus he asked the question,

“How can this be?” Nicodemus asked.
“You are Israel’s teacher,” said Jesus, “and do you not understand these things? Very truly I tell you, we speak of what we know, and we testify to what we have seen, but still you people do not accept our testimony. I have spoken to you of earthly things and you do not believe; how then will you believe if I speak of heavenly things? John 2:9-12

Again this Christmas season I find myself similar to Nicodemus in some ways.  I am a North American Christ-follower who has learned lessons from the Bible through the teaching of many men and women.  I believe.  I have some knowledge but it's the seeking Jesus in these days of Advent that foil me!  The shops are stocked to overflowing with aisles and aisles of choices. Have you seen the pictures of the Amazon.com warehouses loaded for us Christmas shoppers?  I am hurrying about, running errands, adding a bow, buying that one last gift - repeatedly!  It's too much christmas.  How can this be? From Jesus words I interpret: ' You are a Christ-follower and do you not understand these these things?'

Like Nicodemus, it's in the night when I slow down that I find I come to Him... late in the day and secretly...just me and Him.  He's offered me the Truth and knowledge and guidance and testimony of His life and death and my reborn opportunity.  And yet by my actions I ask over and over, "how can this be?"  How can you truly be the God of the Universe and the God of me?  My brain cannot understand this fully and my actions get consumed in the day-to-day requirements of this life.  And as He spoke words to Nicodemus in full understanding, He too understands me...and you.

The tilted and broken Mary figurine I saw in the store reminded me of her story so I went to reread it in Luke 1.  And lo and behold what I found,

The angel went to her and said, “Greetings, you who are highly favored! The Lord is with you.”
Mary was greatly troubled at his words and wondered what kind of greeting this might be. But the angel said to her, “Do not be afraid, Mary; you have found favor with God. You will conceive and give birth to a son, and you are to call him Jesus. He will be great and will be called the Son of the Most High. The Lord God will give him the throne of his father David, and he will reign over Jacob’s descendants forever; his kingdom will never end.”
“How will this be,” Mary asked the angel, “since I am a virgin?”
The angel answered, “The Holy Spirit will come on you, and the power of the Most High will overshadow you. So the holy one to be born will be called the Son of God....For no word from God will ever fail.”
“I am the Lord’s servant,” Mary answered. “May your word to me be fulfilled.” Luke 1:28-35, 37-38

Mary too asked the question, how will this be?  I am thankful today that this Christmas we have the freedom to ask God, "how can it be"?  We see overblown wrappings of commercial christmas and wonder, how can it be? We also see the manger, we sing the songs, we hear the Christmas story...how can You have come to us, how can it be?

I pray the end of Luke 1 on your life and my life today:
Come Holy Spirit by the power of the Most High and overshadow me.  Overshadow the trappings of this Christmas season and the falseness of retail christmas.  Overshadow those who offend me and those I offend.  Overshadow my little world with your great Truth so that the Holy One will be re born in me today.  For Father, your Word will never fail.  Instead of wondering, how can it be, let me shout in my spirit today, "I am the Lord's servant...may your Word be fulfilled in me today.
Amen and Amen

No Simple Answer

"How can someone be born when they are old?" Nicodemus asked. "Surely they cannot enter into their mother’s womb a second time to be born!" (John 3:4)

From Scott:

Kathy’s word on Wednesday opened me up to an entirely different way of thinking about being “born again.”  One of the many reasons I enjoy writing this blog with my good friend each year is the opportunity to stretch, to question, to challenge and to be challenged.  So it is, I believe, that we grow spiritually.

I wonder if Nicodemus really wanted to be challenged.  I suspect he went to Jesus expecting to hear the answer, the secret password, the essence of truth, in very simple terms.  We learn two things in John 3:4.  First, for all of his power and authority, Nicodemus was quite the “literal thinker.”  Second, Jesus wasn’t going to make this easy on the poor guy.

You can almost see the perplexed look on Nicodemus’ face as he responds to Jesus’ declaration that one must be born again.  Eyebrow raised, head cocked, he says, “How can someone be born when they are old?  Surely they cannot enter into their mother’s womb a second time to be born!”  almost as Gary Coleman would have said, “What you talkin’ about, Willis?” on TV’s Different Strokes.

The noted developmental psychologist Jean Piaget theorized that until a child is about eleven years of age, the ability to think in abstract terms is limited.  The child is simply not able developmentally to operate at higher levels of abstract thought until the child has progressed through the prerequisite developmental levels.  Intermediate and middle school educators are quite familiar with this phenomenon.  Could spiritual growth be similar?

Elsewhere in the Gospel, Jesus indicates that we are to come to him as little children.  A pastor many years ago helped me to understand the difference in having a childlike faith—trusting, yet curious and wondering—and a childish faith—undeveloped, narrow, and uninformed by experience.  The former invites stretching, questioning, and challenging.  The latter excludes and discourages new perspectives and the people who bring them by saying, “I know the answer,” as though spiritual development was akin to learning the multiplication tables.

We forget the mystical, mysterious, awe-inspiring nature of Christianity (or "spirituality," in general) when we reduce our search for understanding to that which can be expressed on a Hallmark card.  Jesus’ response to Nicodemus—confusing, unexpected, disarming as it was—provided the opportunity for Nicodemus to grow, to learn, to be transformed.  

The confusing, unexpected, challenging experiences we have throughout this earthly journey of life are the very things that shape our understanding of who God is, who we are, and how we are related.  For me, that understanding is most assuredly different at 56 years of age than it was a 46, at 36, and at 16.  I trust in God with a childlike faith, but I hope never to be so childish as to believe that I have “arrived,” one of those whose faith ceases to grow deeper and wider with the passage of time.

Were that the case, why would I—or anyone—celebrate Advent as anything more than a remembrance of something wholly in the past, completely irrelevant to my experience today, simply an anniversary?  No, let it be that we wait expectantly for Jesus to come, which He does…again and again…in new and often surprising ways!

My Advent prayer on this Gaudete (Joy) Sunday:  Infinite God, thank you for being big enough to allow me to grow into your space with my questions, my challenges, and my wonderings. Patiently guide me to a wider and deeper understanding of who You are, and who I am in You.

Unexpectedly Born Again

As I carefully make my list of gifts and decorations and parties and goings-on I seem to always experience something unexpected.  My best laid plans get upended by some unexpected happening.

Nicodemus seems to have had a similar experience in this part of the story.  As Scott mentioned on Sunday, Nicodemus risked a night visit to see Jesus.  I'm fairly confident that he had played out a scenario in his head of how the visit might go.  He certainly had his opening statement well prepared..."we know you are a teacher who has come from God.  For no one could perform the miraculous signs you are doing if God were not with him."

But the unexpected happened when Jesus responded with such an odd statement.

In reply Jesus declared, “Very truly I tell you, no one can see the kingdom of God unless they are born again.”
“How can someone be born when they are old?” Nicodemus asked. “Surely they cannot enter a second time into their mother’s womb to be born!”

Suddenly the conversation took a turn Nicodemus or us could never have expected.  This Jesus... he's always taking us to the unexpected places where our minds have a hard time bending around His truth.  I begin to look closely at the words in my Bible but specifically the beginning of verse 3.  "In reply Jesus declared..."  To declare means to state emphatically and authoritatively.  Jesus knew this truth to be the essence of his purpose on earth.  Our key to salvation is to accept and confess and acknowledge that He is Savior and God and to be spiritually born again.

I made this born again decision when I was in the 7th grade.  Since that time I've learned a lot in my faith journey or perhaps it might be better said that more has been revealed about my great, daily need for a Savior! So now in my forty-fourth year of being a Christ-follower, I like to think of being born again as also a daily yielding to Him.  The recognition of our great need allows each of us to be remade into the dream God has for us...to be born again every day.

Now unexpectedly, I heard a new whisper this morning while I was writing.  A whisper about the conversation between Jesus and Nicodemus and this Christmas season.  A whisper that said, Jesus was Born Again too.  And in this celebration of Christmas that is exactly what we are celebrating: Jesus being born or His being born again.  I'm confused!  Are you??
In John 1 we learn that "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.  He was with God in the beginning."  And then in John 1:14, "The Word became flesh and made his dwelling among us."

This is why Jesus could speak so authoritatively to Nicodemus for He, Jesus had experienced a rebirth.  A rebirth from leaving his heavenly home to being born to earth through a virgin named Mary.  The God of the universe somehow squeezed Himself into the physical body of a baby and has been born again for us.  Henri Nouwen penned these words regarding Jesus birth: "Our salvation comes from something small, tender, and vulnerable, something hardly noticeable. God, who is the Creator of the Universe, comes to us in smallness, weakness, and hiddenness.   I find this a hopeful message. Somehow, I keep expecting loud and impressive events to convince me and others of God's saving power; but over and over again I am reminded that spectacles, power plays, and big events are the ways of the world. Our temptation is to be distracted by them and made blind."

And there were shepherds living out in the fields nearby, keeping watch over their flocks at night. An angel of the Lord appeared to them, and the glory of the Lord shone around them, and they were terrified. But the angel said to them, “Do not be afraid. I bring you good news that will cause great joy for all the people. Today in the town of David a Savior has been born to you; he is the Messiah, the Lord.

I ask you today to explore what that means for you this Christmas.  The parallel between our call to be born again and the fact of Jesus' birth as a 'born again' event has quite taken me unexpectedly today.

My Christmas lists have overshadowed the fact of Jesus' 'born again' experience in the stable.  The rush from the fields to find the Christ child seems the only appropriate expression.  Rush from what I'm doing today, find Him - the born again God, coming to meet us in our world so that we could finally understand and finally, ultimately FIND Him.  And be born again.

Born Again

Jesus replied, “Very truly I tell you, no one can see the Kingdom of God unless they are born again.” (John 3:3)

From Scott...

Nicodemus came to Jesus late at night, when no one was looking.  In what is portrayed as a brief encounter in John 3, the Pharisee risks greatly by acknowledging that Jesus must Himself be of God in order to do what has been seen.  He lays himself bare in that moment, no doubt with some expectations of Jesus’ response.

Read carefully.  At this point, Nicodemus has asked no question of Jesus.  He simply acknowledged who he understood Jesus to be.

Jesus could have said, “You’re right!”  Or, “Thank you!”

Instead, he lays out an underpinning of the Christian faith that for these 2000-odd years has been used as a message of hope, an excuse, a hammer,  a sword, or something altogether different, depending completely on the context in which and by which it is conveyed.

“No one can see the Kingdom of God unless they are born again.”

Next week, we will explore Nicodemus’ reaction to that message in greater depth.  But for now, let’s just let those words soak in for us today.

Born again.  Many women would likely say that I (and men, in general) have little to say about the subject of childbirth.  From direct observation, however, I can report that it seems to be a greatly uncomfortable, almost unthinkable experience for a mother.

Further careful consideration leads me to think it’s no picnic for the one being birthed, either.

From the warm, quiet, carefree environment of the womb, the little one is forced, squeezed head-first through a passageway far too small for anyone’s comfort.  Complications often ensue.  Bright lights, a slap on the back or behind, and an array of unfamiliar sounds and sights are there to greet the newborn at the end of the journey.

One Monday morning when I was 12, a schoolmate reported that he had been “saved” the night before at church.  I was intrigued.  He spoke of the experience as a one-time event, sort of like receiving a passport or a get-out-of-Jail-free card in Monopoly.  He had walked down the aisle, made his profession of faith, and was good to go.  With that description, I expected him to be different from that moment on, to be much “holier.”  And I expected that I most assuredly was destined for the flames of Hell having not experienced the same thing.

Jesus could have said, “No one can see the Kingdom of God unless they fill out this application,” or “unless they are fulfill the basic requirements of the organized church for a minimum of 10 years.”  But he didn’t, and without getting into the “once saved, always saved” discussion, Jesus’ use of the metaphor of childbirth implies to me that seeing the Kingdom of God was not to be realized without some forcing, squeezing, discomfort, complications and a few slaps on the back or behind.

So today, on the Second Sunday of Advent, I am reflecting on the way life has forced, squeezed, discomforted, and even slapped me around from time to time.  On the other end of that experience, did I come to understand (see) more of what God had planned for me, more of how God was living through the lives of others (even those I disliked or who differed from me), more of how God could be living through me (even when I disliked myself)?

And—again, without the “once saved, always saved” discussion—I’m wondering if it is possible that Jesus meant to say, “You must be born again…and again…and again…and again…” to fully understand (see) the Kingdom of God.

I’m thankful to be living a faith that allows me to have those wonderings, even amidst the wonder of all that is Christmas.

We Know

From Kathy

"Now there was a Pharisee, a man named Nicodemus who was a member of the Jewish ruling council. He came to Jesus at night and said, “Rabbi, we know that you are a teacher who has come from God. For no one could perform the signs you are doing if God were not with him.”

Nicodemus made an important decision that night.  He decided to go.

Earlier this week, Scott gave us a definition of the Pharisees, "a political party, a social movement, and school of thought in the Holy Land during the Second Temple period." Through Scott's writing we were specifically able to glimpse Nicodemus' prestigious role in the Jewish community.  The Pharisees were highly respected as they intimately knew the scriptures and they outwardly professed their faith. These were men who had dedicated their lives to the spiritual.  At the same time, they were human and clearly made mistakes and some really bad decisions.  And somehow this sounds familiar to me.

I must confess to you...the Pharisees of that day may now...be me...and my church.  Some of us have been taught the Bible since we were toddlers.  We've heard sermons and attended Bible study our entire lives.  Is it possible that we've lived in this place of faith for so long that we have come to a place in our hearts of simply going through the motions?  Could that be a Pharisee moment in me?  I don't mean to focus on outward appearances and forget the grace and mercy of our God.  I don't mean to forget the coming of the Savior into the world but it's Dec. 3 and I don't even have a Christmas tree up yet!  And to be almost-totally honest, I blazed through Thanksgiving week with barely a thought of the Savior of the world because I had six days of company in my house, cooking, a dinner party, travel, and football!

So I find myself needing to come to Jesus too.  In the stillness of the night when all is quiet and it is just me and Him.  It is in that place that I am able to unrobe from my Pharisee gown and tell Him my whole truth.  Nicodemus says to Jesus, "we KNOW that you are a teacher who has come from God. For no one could perform the signs you are doing if God were not with him."

WE KNOW.  I know you have come from God and I know this Christmas season is about your coming to get us and save us.  I know that I and my church get mired in the production and entrapments of Christmas but we know.  We really know who YOU are for no one could do what you've done and not be God.

And there were shepherds living out in the fields nearby, keeping watch over their flocks at night. An angel of the Lord appeared to them, and the glory of the Lord shone around them, and they were terrified. But the angel said to them, “Do not be afraid. I bring you good news that will cause great joy for all the people. Today in the town of David a Savior has been born to you; he is the Messiah, the Lord. This will be a sign to you: You will find a baby wrapped in cloths and lying in a manger.”
Suddenly a great company of the heavenly host appeared with the angel, praising God and saying,
“Glory to God in the highest heaven,
    and on earth peace to those on whom his favor rests.” 

When the angels had left them and gone into heaven, the shepherds said to one another, “Let’s go to Bethlehem and see this thing that has happened, which the Lord has told us about.” Luke 2:8-15.

We find shepherds who also experienced God at night.  They were terrified but they heard the message and they believed...And they KNEW.  And as a body of believers, the church, in that lonely field that night they looked at each other now realizing the truth and chose to go.  They chose to leave their work, leave the familiar, leave the surrounding expectations and to go see the Savior.  That is exactly what Nicodemus chose also.  He knew Jesus was God.  He chose to leave the entrapments of his prestige and position to go to Jesus.  I wonder if Nicodemus felt an amazing sense of relief and peace as he came to meet Jesus.

Is that my desire?  Is that a choice I will make this December?  Can I choose to leave the familiar and the typical seasonal expectations and live my life as though I really know what the Christmas season represents.  It's a choice I can make to go meet Him.  Do I dare take off the entrapments of christmas-doings?  Can I go into the world around me and tell what I know?  Can you?  Will you?

Let's go to those outside our inner circle who are standing in vacant fields just waiting to hear the message of hope and healing that is only offered in this Christmas.  We know HE has come into our world.  Let's go!

Risky Business

From Scott:

Now there was a Pharisee, a man named Nicodemus who was a member of the Jewish ruling council.  He came to Jesus at night and said, "Rabbi, we know that you are a teacher who has come from God.  For no one could perform the signs you are doing if God were not with him."  John 3:1-2 (NIV)

The third chapter of the Gospel of John may seem a strange choice around which to build an Advent series.  There are no angels, no Magi, not even a shepherd in the entire 21 verses.  Jesus himself is a grown man, not a baby, and the next times we read of Nicodemus by name are when he speaks up to his own people about arresting Jesus, and then after Jesus’ death when he arranges for a tomb for the crucified Christ.  Advent, indeed?

No, there is no “O Little Town of Bethlehem” in this story, but the important encounter between Jesus and the Pharisee, Nicodemus, did occur on a “Silent Night.”  This short passage, culminating in what most Christians believe to be the quintessential message of the Gospel later in verse 16, gives us much to consider about “light coming into the world,” as we typically do at Advent.

But what about the risks of going toward that light?

Consider the man, Nicodemus.  We learn about him in John 3:1.  First, he was a Pharisee, described by one source as being at once "a political party, a social movement, and  school of thought in the Holy Land during the Second Temple period."  They were one of four sects by which the Jews of the day were identified by the historian Josephus.  The others were the apolitical Essenes, who rejected the establishment priests as illegitimate; the Sadducees, more aristocratic, yet no less "hardline," and also the chief protagonists of the Pharisees; and the fourth school of anti-Roman revolutionaries, such as the Sicarrii and the Zealots.

So, Nicodemus was a member of a political / social / religious movement often found at odds with other groups who claimed the same political, social and religious roots.  In today's world, each would have their own cable news network!

We also learn that he was a member of the Jewish ruling council.  Not only was he a member of a very conservative sect, he was a "big dog" among his people, well-known and undoubtedly respected.  There were expectations for how he was to behave, what he would and could do or say publicly as a man of such prestige and reputation.

Nicodemus had appearances to keep.

So is there any surprise that he would approach Jesus under the cloak of darkness?  Jesus, the very man his own sect was seeking to "hush up," no matter what it took?  What must have been Nicodemus' struggle in those days and hours before finally seeking Jesus out, albeit in the shadows?  How great were the risks?

Nicodemus evidently saw something in Jesus that touched him at the core of who he truly was.  Apparently, others saw this, too, since Nicodemus says to Jesus in verse 2, "We know that you are a teacher who has come from God."  Yet he alone took the risk of going and finding out the truth about Jesus...and himself.

As I read the opening words of this story, I see two great risks for Nicodemus.  The first was that he would be found out and ostracized by his group.  There potentially would be great political and social consequences, a possible "fall from greatness," if you will.

But there was a second risk, too--a risk that all of us face, regardless of our place on the social / political / religious hierarchy.  Nicodemus faced the possibility of coming into his true, authentic personhood.  That may have been for him, as it is for many, the greatest risk of all.

Living in the dark can become very comfortable.  We learn the safe routes to take, the really good hiding places, the sounds and movements identifying the others who live in darkness with us.  We become so accustomed to living in the dark that the light, albeit liberating, can be a very scary thing, for sure.  Living in this darkness is a rejection of a fundamental message of the Gospel--that God is Love, and that God loves us unconditionally.

The enduring story of Christmas is that the light has come into the world.  Perhaps the message of Nicodemus' experience is the enduring story of Advent:  that we must take the risk of moving out of darkness and toward the light to find out not only who Christ is, but who we truly are.